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Last Saturday Heather and Shilin organized a co-ed baby shower for Steve and I. Lots of people came down from Montreal and from Québec city.  We had food, fun, games and gifts.  My kind of day.  I just love full houses with lots of laughter and food.  I think I was meant for great big families…not to produce one, just to be in one.

Tuesday we had a doctors appointment. She said I had a lot of baby in there. (Justin does feel pretty big to me).  She did this very uncomfortable procedure called a scrub. She said that usually the contractions start about 48 hours after…. 56 hours later, no contractions here…. Still waiting.

I cant seam to focus on anything these days. Sometime I think about the delivery (and I panic internally). Other times I’m just so anxious to see Justin that I can’t concentrate.  It’s like being in love again. You know when you keep thinking about him all day.  My mind is constantly drifting.

I sleep a lot these days.  I take naps during the day and then I sleep some more at night. My life revolves around meal time and sleep time. In between I get a little work done.  Sometimes Steve and I go for extremely slow walk.

During the holidays we collected predictions on expected delivery date from family members. My personal bet was for tomorow.  How can I fall asleep now!